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16 Going On 30I'm tired of being the strong one im tired of being the adult.16 Going On 30
Im tired of being the grown up. I dont want to be 16 going on 30. I dont want to be a grownup anymore. I dont want to be responsible. I want to be the little girl who's booboo's get kissed
and who crawls into daddy's lap when she has a nightmare,
listening to a story with a happy ending.
There's some force inside me that wants to fight back to rebel to go out and get a tattoo
and dye my hair purple. But there's also the rest of me that rationalizes
that my famil
by ~gsagoaliegurl77
DrumsThe drums of despair keep the beat of your march, head down, eyes brimmingDrums
with boiling-hot tears
Shuffling your feet, slowly along, blaring metal music in your ears a vain attempt to drown out the world.
That's how it used to be, the everyday routine of tears and anxiety.
But now you've found Him, to guide and to love you. And now...
The drums of determination keep the beat of your march chin up, eyes shining, with the hope of your God. Skipping and dancing, joyfully along, belting Gospel music,
by ~gsagoaliegurl77
Nightmaresnightmares happen. you wake up, paralyzed. Terrified. Thinking it was real. Such vivid colors images burned into your brain heart pounding, gasping for air praying it wasn't real. you vow never to go back to sleep. You sit there, awake for hours.Nightmares
Wishing you could sleep wishing you'd be able to relax every muscle in your body is tensed your heart pounds for an hour afterwards you have to prove to yourself it wasn't real. You lay in your bed, covers pulled up to your chin, teary eyes wide open staring up at the ceiling. &nbs
by ~gsagoaliegurl77
I'm just Going.Have you ever seen someone try to put soaking wet puzzle pieces together? You know how they kind of just mush around and then fall apart? That's what I'm doing with my heart. I'm trying to put the pieces that have fallen apart back in place, but as it turns out, you set a fire hose on my heart. Pieces so soaked they're unrecognizable. I can't take it any more. I'm going crazy.I'm just Going.
I left. I just got up and walked out. Into the pouring rain, lightning making the sky terrifyingly beautiful. Silhouettes of clouds, framed against the giant bolts. I just had to go. I had to run, faster than ever before. Further than I'd ever been.
by ~gsagoaliegurl77
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Escape realityShe's got it made up on the outside While she's dyin' on the inside. Puttin' on that fake smile But she just wants to hide. She's got it all bottled up Because she thinks nobody cares. Lookin' for an escape Because she's lonely and she's scared. Chooses the only way she sees She just wants it to be done. And pulls back the trigger On the unforgiving gun.Escape reality
by ~qtbeachbumtess
Suffocated by EmptinessWho will listen to my problems? Who out there will care? World of 6 billion people And still nobody's there.Suffocated by Emptiness
by ~qtbeachbumtess
ListenShe didn't have a disease. She didn't have a cough. X-rays showed up normal. Blood work showed no clot. But one day her heart just stopped beating. If anyone just had cared to listen If anyone wanted to know. They would have realized Her heart had broken Many years ago.Listen
by ~qtbeachbumtess
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- Current Residence: here.
- Interests: reading, writing, soccer, running
- Favourite movie: Say Anything and Serindipity
- Favourite band or musician: i like all music but rap :)
- Favourite genre of music: depends on the mood... lol
- Favourite artist: a bunch...
- Favourite poet or writer: EA poe, Emily Dickenson
- Favourite style of art: stick people in colored pens on my schoolwork!! :P
- MP3 player of choice: Zune
- Wallpaper of choice: me and my boo :)
- Favourite gaming platform: Wii
- Favourite cartoon character: Linus from Charlie Brown!
- Personal Quote: "S'all good!" "Have fun with that..."
- Tools of the Trade: journal, pens, pencils, food, (i can't work on an empty stomach!!!!)
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"Here I am watching the summer fading. (The summer we shared fades away with the winter) Your hands were warm on my face; now they're crashing away...you are the storm, the wind and the waves; you break me in two and toss me away"
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If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
--Death Cab For Cutie
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If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
--Death Cab For Cutie
you know it!
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...the longer
we're together,
the more the awkwardness
fades
disappears.
And is replaced
by simple,
pure,
passionate,
love.
--gsagoaliegurl77
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